Its all because my my stupid mood swing. I poured all my feelings on you. I thoght it was ok.. only when someone told me you were urt. Tears starts to well up in my eyes. Every msg i sent to you, tears are at the brim. I told myself why? Just because I'm angry, Just because I dislike. I pour my anger on you. Making you the middle person. I truly regretted what I've done. Making an outsider affecting us. I'm really sorry bout it. I'm just too sensitive over it. I'm not good at my words.. but just... I'm Really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, and made you the middleman. =(

It's really great meeting up, knowing there's someone who's willing to listen, having a shoulder to lean on.

Thanks for your msg, It really do made a difference in me. Thanks Love.


 

Listening this over and over again doesn't get me bored. It just.... Brought back memories...

I love him. Adrian Cheng. Just thinking back how silly am I before, throwing tantrums, giving attitude. I feel I'm mean towards him. But he still loves me silly. Prolly, Richelle is changing? HA! Its just a stage of growing and learning I guess. Learnign to understand each other. Leraning to give and take. =) I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!

It's Aunt Theresa's Birthday @ Hard Rock Cafe!  Atmosphere was just right. The songs, the food, the people there..
She's just like my second Mummy.... =) I LOVE HER!

( HARD ROCK CAFE SINGAPORE )( HARD ROCK CAFE SINGAPORE )

Featured with strap and buckle details on the vamp and ankle, this shoe is made of a boastful black patent upper accented with tan leather adorned with golden studs and grommets with gold buckles for an adjustable vamp and ankle strap. A funky cork wedge heel measures 1 inch at the platform and 4 1/4 inches at the heel.

Ain't this pair of 4 1/4 inch heels gorgeous! All thanks to Aunty Rexy! She got this for me! Im loving it!


AND MUMMY just came in and passed me a pair of m(phosis platform wedge! =)

When My life is just like the colour of this picture.

Only then I realise How lost I'm. I feel alone more often than ever. I feel not who I'm as much as before. I don;t know whats happening. But neither do I know how can I find out the true problem. Life ain't fair. I always thought that LIfe was just like a bed of roses. Only to realise, Under those roses were painful thorns, roses are getting lesser, and the thorns starts to be visible.

I thought everything was fine, everything was just the same as ever. But. Everytime I think bout it, I just get pricked by those sharp thorns. Where's my bed of roses?

I have people telling me. LIfe's short. Live to the fullest. How am I suppose to, when I'm always being pulled to the deepest. I'm drowned with all the unwanted things in life, those nasty words I've got. And mayb, it all comes right back to me, I'm the main problem.

If live could be just like Miss Sunshine, Just enjoying life, no worries in life. How wonderful would that be?

Suddenly I realise there's no happiness in me. I want to smile as always, I wanan joke like I always do. But, that seems to far for me to reach for.

Life's getting mudane, I can't help. Neither do you know how to.

Even if we tried. We'll just start quarelling, we'll just end up with tears on our faces, screaming thru the phone, and waking up the next day with swollen eyes.

Taking people comments is how to improve oneself and seeing oneself, be it good or bad.

Yes, I agree I have problems accepting. Yes. having problem accepting when I'm being said in a nasty tone.

I just wished for freedom, I just wanna e myself. I just wanna have fun.
 
I Know I don't need you to show faces / raise voice at me, not because I don't deserve to. But prolly, I'm not married to you.

Your starting not to accept what I say. And mayb because I have made a mistake ONCE, and you made it as if i'm always wrong.
Then When I got a lil pissed, You'll just say your joking.

When I'm pissed, I need time to change my mood back. And is how amazing how you can change yours in mins. prolly seconds.

I'm afraid I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry.

I have no where to vent my problems but here....




I would be much happier if my life colour could change to this..

THE LAUGHTER WE HAD THRU OUT

THE TEAM SPIRIT WE HAVE IN US

ALL THANKS TO THE LOVELY COMMITEES, MAKING THIS CAMP A WONDERFUL, MEMORABLE ONE

WE CHEER, WE AIM AS ONE!      GO REXAZ!!!

LETS ALL CHEER WITH PASSION

Celebrated his 21st in Sembawang park! =)

Wish you all the best in Army... I know Joanna misses you much!